Not another post about it. IT’S ABOUT ME !
I don’t know if i should be happy that the charger that I ordered yesterday for my laptop hasn’t had it’s price cut today, or not. I mean I would have enjoyed paying less, but I needed it as fast as possible, and ordering on thursday meant me receiving it the next day.
Another matter that “rustles my jimmies” is my friend/apartment mate’s girlfriend. I don’t want to say I don’t like her around the house, but that is the truth. Whenever she visits, we gotta clear the single person room, we have to watch him act like a puppy around her, and she’s everly pretentious concerning mostly every matter, except a conversation. Which is hard for me since I always found it hard to like her enough to be able to talk freely.
WE DON’T EVEN HAVE BLACK FRIDAY IN THE COUTNRY I LIVE FOR FUCK’S SAKE !
And now there is this very sistematic “moaning” at the moment of me writing this, although I think it’s a power-tool in one of the neighbours apartments. It was to regular to be a fuck moan :))
Just as things were turning good, I had to make another one of those choices that is so stupid, there is no concievable explanation, no matter how small, or how useful, that could justify the tiniest bit of the path I pick for my fucking self every day.
Let me start with the fact that I am aware of my flaws, which either renders them as imprinted in my fucking person, or it turns me into a giant selfish hypocrite. Either way, I still love parts of myself, and the things that I do, love to do, or want to do. I know “I still love … things that I love to do”. Shows how much, tho.
Others fucked me up as a child, and now I fuck up on a daily basis, willingly or not, and enjoy every crappy fucked up second of it. Fuck me, fuck you all, and fuck our society.
But I digress.
Now an awesome song. I will work on my blogging skills, since I am unable to do cool shit like embeding or whatever else you can do.
Will have to put the song in another post tho…can’t figure out how to embed it here…